I love you more than songs can say but I can't keep running after yesterday

I'm finally back in Finland. I traveled for a good 18 hours, which about 17 I used for crying. Finland feels weird now and it'll take a while for it to feel like home again. Things have changed so much, but when I saw my best friend it felt like I never left. I love everyone here dearly so I hope they understand it'll take me a while to adjust. Yesterday literally all I did after coming home was cry, watch soccer, tell so many stories to my parents, I tried to unpack but I have too much stuff, and then I slept for a good 13 hours. I woke up in the middle of the night, and it felt good to know everyone in America was still awake so I spent almost an hour texting my friends haha. Otherwise, this 7 hour time difference sucks!!! Now I'm just waiting for next may when my best friend kelsie comes here to visit me, and soon after that I'll see my sisters too! Hopefully one of them will be joining me in Thailand for this Christmas too :) I'll probably be updating in English from now on so that all of my American friends will be able to know what's up with their Finnish girl. Y'all better keep me as y'alls southern girl, cause being European just seems too weird now! I love my American friends and family so so much, and I know we won't lose touch thanks to the great technology we have. Have a great summer everyone :) love y'all